It’s amazing when I realized Allah give me signs in His great scenario. It seems like He reminds me from some moments I’ve got until today. It just me, who careless to read His signs by the way.
Ramadhan and Dzulhijah, two most great month in one year of moslem’s calendar. Allah gives His forgiveness and gift to who obey of His rule.
In Ramadhan, I got sick and had to rest at hospital in 6 days of which I couldn’t fasting at all. I missed tabligh akbar event on XL office that day. The decease itself I think is something to remind me that I have to regret my sin and never do it again for sure. But unfortunately I did the same fault again. How stupid, didn’t I?
Three days ago, I got skin infection. Tiny stupid things, didn’t wash scratch on my face and then band it with bandage which make it worse each day. Until I have to rest on the same hospital to get skin operation and painkiller injection which is injected very painfully. I missed XL anniversary event on XL office two days ago.
Well, Allah told me with the same situation. Well, after the operation, I couldn’t talk a lot, it hurts. Well, I might too much talking unimportant things, talking bad things of the others behind them, joking too much until someone got angry, and many things. Did you ever remember that tongue is sharper than sword? May be Allah reminds me how I should talk properly. Reduce unimportant things to talk, reduce sins you’ve got.
Yesterday, I realized that happiness isn’t always because of the person you want to be with. This ukhuwah saves me. It’s truly beautiful when my friends came and said “get well soon” to me with smiles and giggles. While another friends got angry because I didn’t let them knew about it. Hehe, sorry guys.
This experience, not only teach me about how to take care about my health. It’s more about how to read signs that Allah gives.